Romanticism

Definition -

An artistic and intellectual movement originating in Europe in the late 18th century and characterized by a heightened interest in nature, emphasis on the individual's expression of emotion and imagination, departure from the attitudes and forms of classicism, and rebellion against established social rules and conventions.

I feel that my life has definately entered this classification. I am defying all established logic in my life. I am going outside of standard procedure. I am giving up everything for the idea of romance. It's totally bohemian. Haha

It is like some kind of fairy tale and it doesn't feel real yet. I won't feel real until I am together with him. Until we are one. Seems kind of funny typing it, and I don't use him to define me totally. But - together we define who I am.

For someone who is more introverted, this may be good for me. The whole blog won't be so romanticized, and I know things will not be easy. But nothing worth having is easy.  I will keep going until I am on a plane to Sao Paulo. I have people in my life who will help keep me focused on and the ball.

I have been looking for work currently. I am searching online and have come I have probably posted for at least 10 jobs right now. I'm looking at doing some different things apart from what I am used to doing. I want to find something that is gratifying and keeps me happy day to day. Everyone grips about their jobs, but I want something that will make me proud of myself.

I have looked at home care and maybe even house care to help me get in shape. I don't want to sit in an office all day if I can help it. It wasn't making me happy before and I doubt it will make me happy again.

We'll see how it goes, it is still the holidays and people are not even in office to answer any job inquiries. This should be interesting.